Staring down the Barrel of a Word Called Can't

by Jack Canaan

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1.
Uncertain but the breeze is blowing inward If I pull the ferns all around myself it the same if they're wide open My mind is restless if I sit in my car maybe I'll find respite From the running around from the heat of the day Stoplights and mirrors Punctuate the green run against the grain that I Can't find out how to hold on to that I can't let pass forgotten So unrelenting But the street's still quite just like it's meant to me Guess it's part of the run to feel so uncertain of who I am and who I'm Meant to be, to be You know you sound so, goddamn conceded And even though I, might like to quit oh no I just can't get away
2.
3549 02:21
I lose my composure When I'm looking at the image 3549 But I can't wait To get back on those waves But I can't so long as I'm just staring here at 3549 151 of 763 And this one's the one that got me I think that you once said When we're both long dead Someone would find it and say 3549 within you what secrets do you hide I just want to know who that beautiful girl is and if she lives on inside
3.
Bells 03:41
I know where to go It's easy to show me On your way Help Help someone else Help me get out It's good for your heath Keeps the doctor away Press pattern roses asleep on the shelf A porcelain jesus just waiting to sell Betting on horses will bring you no wealth But you'll still find him there at the bars all night And he knows to go home but never at night He says: get me a doctor 'cause I'm going down I've got foot prints in vodka all over this town Tell me I'm alright that it's day and not night That I'll wake up tomorrow to endless, sunlight I know they see me I pick a center stool My, money's not worth it I'll pay it with soup made by you I've had enough of this card game I'm lousy and counting and I can't play So I'll sit in this fountain 'til my headaches away All of my life I've been waiting to say I've found what I'm here for now I'm here to stay Said come down with me and have a handshake We'll split it for three that's all that we'll take My girl says I oughta get my priorities straight But soon I'm so crooked I won't know Which way is up
4.
Ipomoea Alba 02:55
Tell the angel who's weeping by your door That I digress as progress sweeps along across the floor As each satanic whispering around me makes the sound Of minds outliving lives defying time they echo on And I still can't face my fear of the dark And I hunt down new addictions on a lark The tendrils vines are breeding, seeding in the wind I stop and look around myself and loose myself again As a gaping hole of wonder, swallows, hollow at the fore And I begin to feel my life away sil-slipping evermore So I'm staring at the pieces in a book Of the songs I meant to write but only took
5.
Red Machine 02:30
She breaths the way a car starts When it's old or you're in her heart And it's not that it's unwarranted To be this sad when it happens It's just wishing something never seems to work The dark parts of the waterways If and when we happen to stray that way Are foggy in the head I am telling you If I could I would be telling you I just can't find a way that makes sense to say Bikes and barefoot travel plans It almost feels like High School again Jameson and the hardy ones Will brave the rain to shoot our guns It still seems like an excuse to just get wet Dream of things like Red Machines Dropping us off at the periphery Flowers live the ground's not frozen Pay the hail fly we must begin again I remind myself the heat's a week away
6.
Just My Luck 03:19
Here comes the rain again Seeping in my morning And oh Ain't that my luck that's just my luck I'm leaking out my chimney The walls so unforgiving And oh Don't you know I sure don't know Sunday hours have came and went The grey outlasts the darkness But hey That's okay I know your face Better than anyone The light that's borne of softness It holds the night so listless For eyes shot full of stars And minds Who seek to behold Now fog comes in on cats feet and metal sings so sweetly When held by a guitar While I'm being here Just Seeing here
7.
I've got a little bird lives in a little nest The hours of the fire flames are burning below as it rests I fold my knees into my heart and press my palms in the wet bark and every time the branches burn oh come on burn me closer now I've got this feeling that the past never happened That memories and who I was are gone to never again I am a paper plane riding on the weather although progress never can be made we're separate forever I'm gonna try and fly straight now Agust in the wind and I'm feeling kinda slim and I I've got a reason to quit As far as I know and I Can feel it draining out of My loose skin Gon' get away gon leave today I'm not in the business of looking back When I look on ahead I see staring at me my own face in the sheets of swirling snow The wind it breaks on the mountain tops In the traps of the world in Siberia The footprints left behind of me are getting scared of me, scared of me wandering away from home each step I take into the deep unknown is my own and I'll waste it away away away away away Even when I think that it's as good as all your shit, baby, oh no, it isn't it Isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it? I've got a fire in my gut keeps my throat lit But every line that's coming up just sounds just like total shit Now I'm looking for a cure for bleach stains bleach stains The clouds and I are all the same can't sneeze can't rain I've got a little bird laying in a little bed Tossing and a-turning with flames in his little head

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This an EP made up of songs written and record from June 2015 to June of 2017.

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released June 21, 2017

Cover Art: Mana Parker manaparkerphotography.com

Thanks to Elijah Jarocki for donating the organ heard in "Bells"

Thanks to Emily Quandt for allowing me to steal your childhood toy keyboard heard on "Red Machine". I've used it incessantly

Thanks to Hydrogen Advanced Drum Machine for the drum sounds heard on tracks 1 and 7, and for teaching me how to drum by clicking slowly in my bedroom before I had a kit. www.hydrogen-music.org/hcms/

Thanks to the residents, passersby, motorists, and crows of NE Schuyler Street, Portland Oregon for providing the foley heard in the interim of "Ipomoea Alba"

Thanks to Tia Verhasselt for allowing me to steal the karyoke mic heard in the solo of "Summer Untitled (Ferns)" yes I still have it and yes it works great

Thanks to the Red Machine for inspiration

All songs written, performed, recorded and produced by Jack Canaan

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